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Post by Alexa Ateara on Apr 7, 2010 21:50:16 GMT -5
Alexa sat in her room. She didn't know what to do anymore. All of her friends were separating and soon to be fighting against each other.
What would they do once the fighting began? Would they calm down and stop? Or would someone she cared for die? Why does she have to pick a side?
Why were her friends fine with this?
Truthfully, Alexa didn't want to fight against the people it had taken so long to befriend. Leila was her best friend, and she was fighting for the Voltouri and Nomads. Nearly everyone else was fighting with the Cullens and Denali. Would Carlisle even allow this?
Paul was fighting with Leila. Paul. That was a troubling subject. He was her imprint, and he was fighting with the Voltouri and Nomads. Paul. What was she supposed to do?
Right now she was troubled, she couldn't even enjoy her rubber ducky earrings. She need to have a talk with certain people before her mind was made at all. Leah, Leila and Paul. Because she wasn't her usual self, and it was scary.
Why is this even happening?
What side would she choose?
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Post by Alexa Ateara on Apr 10, 2010 10:25:11 GMT -5
(this happens after the treaty line thread)
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Post by Alice on Apr 10, 2010 10:48:41 GMT -5
(ooc: Okay ^.^)
Lianna had seen Alexa's troubled face at the treaty line. Even though she was the newbie, she decided that she wanted everyone to be cheerful, even though this war was confusing. Lianna still was wavering between sides, not wanting to get on bad terms with any of the vampires. But she thought that Alexa was taking it harder than anyone else.
Bang, Bang! The sounds of the small pebbles being thrown against Alexa's window were not very loud, but for werewolves they could probably hear them. Lianna threw a couple of more small rocks, and waved her hands in the air. She hoped Alexa was all right. Alexa cared the most for the pack, and didn't want to see anyone fight each other.
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Post by Alexa Ateara on Apr 10, 2010 10:58:06 GMT -5
Alexa went over to the window and checked to see who it was. It was Lianna. She smiled and opened the window.
"I'll open the door," she said, trying to stay cheerful. She didn't want to upset anyone else. What happened at the treaty shouldn't have happened.
She ran down and opened the door, gesturing for Lianna to come inside.
"Hey!" she said trying to stay upbeat; to some extent it was working, but some people can see a bit deeper. |
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Post by Alice on Apr 10, 2010 11:05:35 GMT -5
Lianna was one of those people, hard to believe. She smiled and walked inside, but then faced Alexa with a frown. "I know you are upset. I don't like the war either. But I think that there is nothing we can do, and that we should try our best to make the situation better." Lianna said. "And be happy too. Cause when people aren't happy disasters happen... Well, maybe not, but still."
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Post by Alexa Ateara on Apr 10, 2010 11:17:02 GMT -5
"But I'm not going to be able to fight against my friends. Most of you guys don't associate with the vampires, but I became friends with these people. I don't want to fight against them or you guys. I'll end up fighting, but I won't be able to do it. And I've never not been able to do anything," Alexa said, letting feelings out. She seemed to be doing that a lot.
She figured her main problem was the possibility of fighting against Paul or him getting hurt. He wasn't the type to think things through; he proved that today with his quick decision to join the Voltouri's side. And he might really get hurt no matter how fast he can heal, and it bothered her that he hadn't thought of those things, not just with Paul but with everyone in the pack. They didn't do anything to cause this war...why were we fighting in it? She looked at the picture of them at the beach and sighed. That won't be the same again. |
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Post by Alice on Apr 10, 2010 11:21:31 GMT -5
Lianna rubbed her eyes, and looked up. "I understand. Fighting against people you love. I guess there is no way to really avoid this." Lianna said. "But we can still be cheerful and have hope. Thinking bad thoughts will make the situarion worse. And wars do not last forever. None of them ever have. It will come to an end, and I'm sure that everyone will be fine."
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Post by Alexa Ateara on Apr 10, 2010 11:25:55 GMT -5
"I mean I know that deep down, but up front I don't want people to get hurt. It's not going to be exactly the same, no matter how hard we try. I guess I'm overreacting," Alexa said with a sigh. Only Jake got completely understood. Everyone else made her feel better, but he was the only one in the same conflict as her. It sucked. |
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